My sisters

Today, in about an hour and 45 minutes, my sisters will be on a plane headed to New Zealand. That's right, they are headed down under for six months. And I will miss them. Here I am in a town I love, doing things I love, with people I love (minus the girls now of course) and my heart says, GO TRAVEL!!! Get out of here. See the world. Experience life and stop living day to day here in one place. Then my brain has to have a chat with my heart cause, well, I can't leave as of yet. It sucks but it's reality. I am back in school for a reason. Yes, it's taking forever and costing more money than I have or make but someday it will be worth it I am sure. Trouble is, til then my heart keeps yelling at me and that's not fun. Working at a bookstore doesn't make it all that much easier. I am surrounded by stories of people doing something other than what I am doing right now!!! And I don't even have time to read those stories anymore. This is a depressing post. My heart is sad, it's being left behind. It doesn't have an adventure to go on right now. It has to wait. And that my friends is pretty hard.
I can't wait to hear from my sisters about how much they love New Zealand! They are going to have so much fun. And it's going to be the adventure of a lifetime. I am so excited and nervous and happy for them!!!! I will miss them, and the adventure but I think I can try living vicariously through them and remember that I will see them again soon.